At some point in your walk with God, you eventually come face to face with your brokenness. I mean, really fess up to it — look at yourself in the mirror and see yourself for the fraud you are.
That’s where I am.
I don’t like myself. I don’t mean that in some self-loathing, emo cry for attention kind of way. But when I’m honest, I don’t like who I’ve become.
I don’t like how the struggles of my youth have become my horrible character flaws of middle adulthood. I don’t like how I don’t trust God — not truly trusting him. If I did, I wouldn’t try to fill my life with so many other things instead of Him.
I have felt spiritually empty for a while, and this is my attempt to try and sort it out.
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